BFF Picnic

Best.... Spending time with bff before heading back to school was a must. Tonnes of works are waiting to be done. Who is going to be blamed? Me and myself. I love to put aside those works....so, photos tell thousands stories.....

Welcome & Goodbye

Happy and sorrow. The birth of Fariz healed my sorrow as after a month of his age, Faisal was called upon to face Allah SWT. He knows the best.

(SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW)

Every morning when we wake up for Subuh Prayer, we will face another day, a new brand day, lots of fun or maybe sadness. Do we have to get back to sleep just to skip that new day?

In my opinion, facing a new brand day is a way to face reality. Whether we like it or not, we have to go through any new phase in our life. I don't want to relate to other people stories but I would like to share what had happened to me.

Being Single and Hot, I have never regret what I have been through in my life. Yes, people would think, "He looks so happy after divorcing his wife"..But do you think I care. After what had happened with me and my ex-wife(God Bless Her), I take it as a new challenge to me. Being Single and Hot is a new adventure to me. After all, I never will lose my attraction (the only thing that i need to lose is some weight) and now I will be looking forward to my beautiful future.

It reminds me to a story that I read in one of the magazines about how precious we are. A professor gave a talk to a huge crowd of students. In the middle of talk, he showed his RM100 note to the students and asked: How many of you want this money? Everybody raised their hand. Then he stepped onto the note several times and asked; Do you still want this money? Still almost everyone raised their hand. So he metaphorically explained that our life is like the RM100 note. Even though the note being stepped on, the value will never change. It is the same to our life, even at one time you will be at the bottom of other people's feet, it will never make you dirty because your life is precious to those who are really loving you and be at your side.

I would like to thank to my beloved family; my grandma (as she said: You prove to people outside there that you are valuable. Buy for yourself a big house then you can start thinking of remarrying), my father (as he said: Life has up and down and I believe you can be a better one), my brother and sister (as they said: Forget the semandin, she brought too much misery in our life), my big sister, Kak Raihan (I will never forget your help) and many more....Oh gosh..............I have started to cry........my colleagues and my friends.....If I list it down, the list will never end....

Thank you Allah for letting me to experience it. As I always believe that experience is the best teacher in your life....

Thank You Allah

As I listened to Maher Zain, Insha Allah....I ponder myself what had happened to me in the past 12 months?
I have been a single man, a married man and back to single.. At first, I could not take it positively as I was ashamed to myself and people around me. Alhamdulillah............(another song of Maher Zain) I gradually accept it and redha to it. It should be nothing to be ashamed of...
Now, I am putting all my concentration on making myself to be a better man....yes.....some people have dumped a lot of curses on me, but I will never take it to my heart...biarlah....I will let them talk and talk and talk and we will see what will happen next....
Ya Allah, I believe that there must be something for me lies ahead of me waiting to be grabbed. I will never surrender to my broken marriage as I will see it as a hikmah......patience...patience...patience........

Dengarlah............

Banyak sebenarnya benda yang aku kan kereypak...tapi kadangkala ianya hanya terbuku dalam hati aku ajak...Masalah kerja, masalah dengan kawan sekerja, keluarga dan banyak lagik... Kekecewaan iboh cerita...mun disusun..penuh sigek album....tapi Redha jak lah...

Entahlah...kelak jak aku nyambung....sik bagus nak bukak aib orang...sik juak aku gempang nak cerita sitok...biarlah...biar jadi rahsia hati aku ajak...

Oiii Di Kakak....Lamak Sik Mereypak.... (Translation is not needed)...Heheheheeee

June 5, 2009. Mukah, Sarawak. Mr. Saiful Bin Hamdan is officially become the husband of Puan Hazrina Bt Siri.. How do I feel? Biarlah Rahsia.........

It is a new beginning in my life. I am no longer single and now I have become a leader, a leader in my own family. Shocking? Yes... It is shocking...but we need to move up and adapt the transition very well so whether we realize it or not, we will accept the fact that we have changed... A positive change.

Well...I pray to the AlMighty in hoping to become a good leader...a tolerant leader...an easy-going leader...Aminnn

Cinta @ Sayang

Aku ada seorang insan. Insan yang teristimewa. Tempatnya ulung, setinggi darjat di langit di dalam hati ku. Makan sepinggan, tidur sebantal bahkan senyum, tangis dan ketawa bersama. Mun berlainan jantina...for sure dah kawin kamek duak. Tapi apakan daya.....semakin hari hubungan ya semakin jauh. Kepura-puraan...ketidakjujuran...bahkan bertukar kebencian...Ada orang bijak pandai mengatakan....sesungguhnya hubungan yang ikhlas, datang dari lubuk hati di tambah dengan kasih sayang yang suci sememangnya tinggi darjatnya. Akan tetapi....dimana kah pergi semua itu...Oh biarlah berlalu....Oh angin.....bawakan ia jauh dari lubuk hatiku...tanam kan ia jauh dari dasar hati ku...Biarlah sengsara, derita oleh perpisahan ini mengajarkan ku akan erti sebuah persahabatan yang tulus. Semoga hubungan aku yang mendatang...seteguh karang di laut, setinggi gunung di darat...